Mantraam doesn't mean Mantram which in Sanskrit has a meaning.. :)
Yes, that was what I was told that the addition of extra a, makes it meaningless..

But then years ago, when it came to give a name to a thought that arose to

work for a cause - I only had this in mind. I wanted MA Shabda to be there

and also Raam... and mann antar sadev raam samaye.. with that feeling came this name, that extra a came because till then it wasn't for me RAMA, rather RAAM.
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And such was Mantraam came in to existence.
As I not just have respect for Sri Hanuman ji, but it is something like I wanted

to be like him in every essence.. He was the one the way he has envisioned

his Ishtam.. I too wanted to envision mine.. So, not only he is my Prathama Guru.

But he is more than Guru, and friend.. He has shown the way to live life,

the way to work and the way to worship. He is just everything..

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And to add the very essence of why I made a page on this - this very name,

GAVE ME EVERYTHING THAT UNLOCKED MY BHAGYAM

- THE DOOR I WAS SEEKING OPENED

AND I JUST REACHED THERE.

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So since the moment I had a burning desire to work for a certain cause, I also met a many many brilliant Sanskrit masters who have studied for a long time on Shakta Tantras, then I also was guided in to Shaiva Tattvas, least l wasn't even interested in Vaishnava Marga, so it was left at last junction..
But interesting is there is a way a many ParamparAs work in terms of having an inferior motive. But their plan was so well scripted and to the point that it is visible to every nook and corner of the world.
And guess what, it was the exactly same way I deciphered everything so quickly - because I never used any brains (donkeys don't have that 🤣), and so like that used to syndrome they cultivated - I followed & reached My Destination - completely unaware that - Hey! That was such a easy task, and why no one understands that?
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So, thanks to those blunders in making - atleast a Donkey reached his Master.

😅😎🙂